Encounter with god

long story but will try to make it shorter .I was very innocent child from the beginning never hurt anyone and everybody loved me but no one knows life suprise you it gives you the hardest situations in my case suddenly some chemical stop it's flow and I felt dead and dry from inside at the age of 22 you know whole life in front of you and something bad happens and you know from inside it will never be normal again and living with it is like living in hell every second just death is it's solution i realised that our brain is wired if even one wiring stop it's work I know what happens than ya i prayed to God like everyone do from deepest of my heart yes he listen to your prayers if you are in big trouble only ask for help ya I felt his power his energy healed me and still with me.