Reading book and her version of 2007 meltdown. Never acknowledges her own fault in anything
It's quite fascinating to read. She acts as if for no reason everyone were at her. Ignoring the fact why it happened.
If person who never experienced her meltdown on live air and all her actions during it - one would think that she is innocent sane victim who was wrongfully accused of being crazy and put in lockdown.
1. Her break up with Kevin.
Says she had to file first for divorce because Kevin was about to file himself. Reason for break up? She says he was recording his music and was always absent, hanging out and partying. That's it. No other explanation. Which can't be true. I would like to hear Kevin's version.
2. Casually admits she was horrible to workers who were decorating her home. That she was angry and lashed out at them. Blames it on hormones. Maybe somewhere there is a real reason Kevin was absent for a long time.
3. Absolute surreal part how she and her mother were at huge fight because Britney went to party and got home wasted. While asking mother to baby sit her kids who were around 1.5 and 5 months old. And mom shamed her for coming wasted while Britney were offended that she was at her, saying that it's why mom is there - to take cake of kids. And Britney just wanted to have fun, why mom acts like that...
4. Never explains why Kevin got kids and then full custody. One moment for no reason her babies were taken away from her and she wanted to see them so went to Kevin's house and he didn't let her in and paps shot her and it was all embarrassing. And everyone were just so mean to her while she just missed her babies.
5. One day she wanted to spend more time with her babies and locked herself in bathroom with one while Kevin's people came for them. Some woman said to her it will be ok, she will wait. And then next moment SWAT is breaking door and she is sent to psychward. FOR NO REASON AT ALL. Everyone are so mean to her!
6. She showed unprepared to that infamous VMA 2007 performance. And everyone were so mean to her! Her label forced her, Justin was having time of his life while she was single mother with two kids and loser husband everyone ridiculed. None of it is her fault.
7. She just wanted to party with girls and be drunk. She earned that freedom. And all those mean reporters and paparazzies kept asking her where are her babies and why she is bad mother. While they were fine home with nannies.
8. When she married in Vegas to that random dude while drunk - her whole family and team freaked out and was acting like she did something wrong and like it's such a huge deal. While she thought it was noting serious and that they are such controlling monsters....
Well they acted like that because it WAS HUGE DEAL YOU IDIOT. You married without a prenup. So that random dude could divorce you and take half your money and spousal support for years. That's why everyone were freaked out by your stupidity and recklessness. And you were lucky they forced him to agree to annul it.
And on and on. She just ignores that fact that she was wondering around town at night looking crazy. And there was a reason why judge gave Kevin full custody. And everyone asked her about babies because she looked out of it and being on mental breakdown. She WAS irresponsible mother.
To this day she does not acknowledge to herself that she is mentally sick and had full on mental breakdown in 2007. And that's why her kids were taken away and she was put under conservatorship. She just acts like everyone were mean to her for no reason and were out to get her.